cant think

hey...this is my first blog and i cant seem to think wat to write in it...wen i read other people s blogs i was filled to the brim with ideas for what could be written but now i realise it aint that easy.It s easier to critisice though...which i suppose am good at.
I m Vishwas,a not so honest,not so happy about life(not mine but life as a cycle),not so extravagant,not so hilarious....basically a "not so" guy.The kinda guy you wuldnt even notice on the street(think i could become some undercover agent someday...not for our government though).I m 20 but dont feel 20.
Now the only part in my life which is a "not so" is my college.It sucks(in it s own way).So my papers got over yesterday.Cant even remember how they went.Had a bash yesterday with friends where we get drunk and then talk "shit to the limit"(but that is what we do when we are not drunk).We get drunk and talk about how we didnt get the girls in school,then we talk about how we didnt get the girls in college and then we conclude how we would never get the girls.Most of the time i am telling them that they would die virgin too(no comments about me here).
So here i am..with all the time in the world to spend...